Good Lawd it's been a while since my last blog.. Well it's due to many reasons, most of them keeping me busy from the regular computer life. A lot of new things have happened in the past month or so. Aside from getting a new job, moving to a different state, living on my own, meeting a bunch of new people, tearing apart my car like never before, there have been a few other things here and there.
But changes like moving away from family and friends and living on my own have been the ones to impact me the most. It's a strong and unsettling feeling knowing that the past you've built on is behind you and it's time to start anew. In one way it's good knowing that things are finally starting to come together and everything developing is under your hands and you're the one responsible.

Well enough with my ramblings. Note: I need to get a bedroom lamp and a TV stand. They'll fill my rooms out a little bit.

ps I really want to see Hot Fuzz.

So, it looks like many things have come together and I am really excited about some ensuing opportunities. Let's just say that my life will take a new direction with lots of new changes. Excitement begins!

meh

Meh...feeling really shitty today. It seems that a lot of things are going in my favor lately but it just doesn't seem to make me happy. I hit up gym a few times a week and notice great progress, hang out with my shenanigans a lot more creating crazy and fun times and mending all the void times that were not supposed to be in the past due to my overdemanding relationship, date around and have great time, get my hand greasy once in a while 'fixing' something in my car, etc. But all that is missing something.
Perhaps I am used to the challenge where I have to make the effort to win and make myself happy rather than things coming to me easy. But last night I got struck with a brick in my face that clearly stated: "uh uh you can't have this your way anymore." I got hit hard because I am guilty of it and I know it..it's just that I never intended for it to be that way. I guess I am confused about what I want at this point in my life, both professionally and personally.
I don't know, I guess I've been feeling a little nostalgic lately and been missing that close link to somebody to make things better. And the worse thing is that I still want to be a victim of that. It's like I have to be single to learn the life's great escapades. Blah!

Not to mention that I've been downloading 8 gigs of Entourage seasons 1-3 for the past two days and my computer's been running like shit!

OMG I need to get me an Atlanta-Ibiza plane ticket ASAP!

Give it to me...

Ok, I realize I suck at writing and the thought of presenting something publicly gives me an unsettling feeling. I would sit there for hours trying to figure out and bs the next array of thoughts, be it another blog entry, a technical writeup (which really doesn't require any creativity whatsoever), or just writing an email to someone.

But I just wanted to publicly pronounce how awesome the new Timbaland album is. No he is not paying me any money for this plug but I am doing it out of kindness and just the sort of attachnment I have to his music style and one of his close partners, Nelly Furtado. So there, listen or watch one of their more successful compliations.

Can't wait!!

Upcoming featured event is one of the most prestigious of the motorsport events: Formula 1 GP at Indianapolis, June 17th. Only a few short days away from the dream of attending becoming a reality, awakening feelings are becoming seriously aroused at the thought of the Ferrari and BMW V8s screaming past the grandstand at 210 mph...whushhhh! Pics and report are ensued to follow past this crazy weekend!

First blog...ohnoes!

Wow, as nervous as I am I actually think this gadget is pretty cool. Please let me welcome myself to the world of blog and allow me to enjoy it like millions of other cool kids spewing their thoughts on the internets for million others to laugh and pass judgments about them. lol maybe I'm taking this way to seriously but I will try to do my best to post insightful and interesting info, media, etc.

I just finished reformatting my website and decided to go in a slightly different direction. You can say that reinvention is the key to success so I will try to blindly abide by what I believe in (isn't that always the best choice you can make? yes? maybe not.) For now, this will serve as an outlet to my daily thoughts, ideas, and boring times..anything I say will not and cannot be used against me in the court of law..bla blah bla.