So, it looks like many things have come together and I am really excited about some ensuing opportunities. Let's just say that my life will take a new direction with lots of new changes. Excitement begins!

meh

Meh...feeling really shitty today. It seems that a lot of things are going in my favor lately but it just doesn't seem to make me happy. I hit up gym a few times a week and notice great progress, hang out with my shenanigans a lot more creating crazy and fun times and mending all the void times that were not supposed to be in the past due to my overdemanding relationship, date around and have great time, get my hand greasy once in a while 'fixing' something in my car, etc. But all that is missing something.
Perhaps I am used to the challenge where I have to make the effort to win and make myself happy rather than things coming to me easy. But last night I got struck with a brick in my face that clearly stated: "uh uh you can't have this your way anymore." I got hit hard because I am guilty of it and I know it..it's just that I never intended for it to be that way. I guess I am confused about what I want at this point in my life, both professionally and personally.
I don't know, I guess I've been feeling a little nostalgic lately and been missing that close link to somebody to make things better. And the worse thing is that I still want to be a victim of that. It's like I have to be single to learn the life's great escapades. Blah!

Not to mention that I've been downloading 8 gigs of Entourage seasons 1-3 for the past two days and my computer's been running like shit!

OMG I need to get me an Atlanta-Ibiza plane ticket ASAP!